Well...I'm sitting here and can't stop crying. I miss my dear and really beloved catboy so much. I can't understand it... He isn't here anymore. I think I lost him forever. I want so hard to know, where he is. I can't find him. I only wasn't here for a few days but my family care for him. Some nights ago, he doesn't came home. But he never wasn't away from home for so much days. He always came back.. I only can pray...
